…..i wish that the world, the music, the applause, the faces, the feeling, the time would all blend together and form a bubble that could never burst but hang about in the same way for ever…. I wish I had enough reels of brown-black memory in my head that could click each and every frame of my 10 seconds of fame… ……it was one of the few moments when everything made sense. Yes- I made sense. Absurdity is one of my biggest fears. But that day, i was feerless.