Hmmmm….m staring expressionlessly at the white screen in front (I knw its clichéd n written very often in blogs 2 emphasize a bloggers creative block…….I dnt claim 2 be creative though, yet used dis expression coz its exactly wat m doing nw) . Have written n deleted a few lines already n can’t think of hw 2 start. M in a cyber café n d the ppl, impatiently waiting 4 their turns 2 sit in front of a comp, r intolerantly n curiously staring. No, am nt assuming that m beautiful n attract public attention but its jst dat ppl around, r too irritated 2 behave properly nw. Neway….lets get 2 d point……we’ve seen n heard about struggles since childhood….our forefather’s struggle 4 India’s independence…….govts struggles 2 restore peace in our nation’s political turmoils…….my mom’s struggle 2 feed me sum of her insipid culinary experiments…..dad’s struggle 2 make mathematics enter my dyslectic intellect etc etc etc…n here I tell another struggle gaining momentum n making clg lyf a bit more difficult……my struggle 2 stay awake in class…..during those protracted never-ending mind-numbing lecture classes….my heavily drooping upper eye-lid dying 2 meet its lower counterpart…..my mind aching for d extravagance of a stealthy stolen slumber……my head tilting sideways with accelerating speed hankering 4 d support of sum frndly shoulder………my pen nearly falling from my loosening grip of already anesthetized fingers……d white pages of my always new-1-page-crap-scribbled notebook flaunting its virginity…….n den……..disrupting dis post-card perfect cinematic set-up…….. tragedy strikes …….1 shout 4rm the unappealing professor n my sweet slumber makes its emergency exit ………m back……2 my classroom……..d half conked out never mended black-board in front…….incomprehensible pathology lectures continuing…….my unattractive over-aged professor hell bend on “making chapters simple 4 us”…….d entire class engrossed in jotting dwn useless notes(all gr8 docs in d making, after nearly screwing up my 1st yr exams I dnt dream of becoming a gud 1 nw)……..n me…..waiting 4 my sweet forty winks 2 unveil its sweetness yet again…….my 1st day of clg after a month long break........