I don’t think I felt this appalling ever in recent times. The more I try to straighten up things the more crooked its getting. I have just realized how dumb I am…..people have finally made me notice that I don’t have brains.. ….I mess up lives…. I create problems….I am accused of breaching trust. I can’t write any further….I want to scribble down things…..but d screen’s just getting blurred….oh!!!....tears…they keep coming… m alright…..its raining outside now…..can’t see the sun anymore….just dark clouds…..in my life….in the sky…its just everywhere……