Things I want 2 tell ppl right now (won’t name them for d sake of lives…..nt mine….although!!!!).... 1. I miss u 2. What d fuck do u think of urself??? 3. I really liked you, but nw I dnt 4. Thanx 4 breaking my trust, coz nw I only nurse a broken heart n not a broken life!!!! 5. You were 1 of the bigger mistakes of my life ( d biggest being nt telling u that u were one….) 6. I look better than you in any given day (this is just incase u think otherwise) 7. I do possess brains, but just don’t use them that often cz I want other ppl 2 excercise thier's 4 a change 8. I m sorry (n u’ll never know that its being addressed 2 “you”…) 9. I love you, n NO!!!! I am not a lesbian dear…. 10. I cry only when no1’s watching (n u thought that I danced behind those closed doors???) 10 things I’ll love 2 possess.... 1. Longer legs (my recurring dreams of being a Katrina sumday wl end then!!) 2. A lighter complexion (surprised???) 3. A better clg(well that has nuthnn to do with the unimposing guys out here) 4. A bigger home (these 3BHK apartments end b4 they can start properly) 5. A tad more emancipation (dad mom…u listening???) 6. Some more green notes in hand(show me the money, n i'll b ur's honey!!!!.....ohhhh!!!....sry 4 such an archaic PJ....) 7. A part time job as a RJ 8 A more chic n daring wardrobe 9.8000 bucks 4 d permanent straightening of my wiry hairs 1o.the 2 novels by Khaled Hosseini 11.26” waistline (to my mom’s horror of course!!!) 12. A little less resentment dwn under 13. Being a speck less disreputable 14. Better English skills (can start a few more blogs then, much 2 ur horror although!!) 15. Better grades (screwing up exams is no longer kool) 16. Being a dash less narcissistic (hmmm….well….I luv being so neway!!!) 17. A loving boephrend!!!(This point should top the list, but I wl always remain as this eternal meddler…..) 18……Ohh gosh!!! Did I say 10 things!!!....well….a better memory 4 sure!!!!!……… 10 things I’ll love 2 throw away any moment... 1. My I-am-a-loser attitude 2. Mom’s lack of reliance in me (conceived due to d previous point) 3. My recklessness (I lose the keys to my hostel room every 2nd day) 4. My messed up resolutions in life (though I never manage 2 stick 2 them) 5. My joint entrance rank card (I know it’s of no use now…..neway, I’ll go 2 my grave with d conviction that there was a misprint in my rank then…ya,I did dare to expect sumthn better!!!!.) 6. My class 7 final exam English marks (bunked a test due 2 a reported trinamool strike n ended up knowing that d test did take place n I failed due 2 my absence…) 7. All my old clothes (they start appearing pre-historic after 6 months of owning them) 8. My inborn egocentricity (makes me more devilish, although those horns didn’t emerge yet….) 9. All those memories that still hurt (bad memories are like assholes????Every1 seems 2 have them!!!) 10. Mamata Banerjee packaged n exported duty-free out of Bengal (n happily we don’t need reasons 4 this 1!!!!)