Well….there are certain things that still haven’t changed, one of them being my habit of getting annoyed with people very fast. I may not show it on my face but my inside boils like bay leaves left on a hot frying pan….I got irritated with the girl in my mess last week who forcefully fed me a distastfully appalling birthday cake that made me nauseating with stomach cramps for nearly an hour after midnight…I get irritated when people appear insensitive and thoughtless about things around them, believing their own selfish selves to be the only thing that matters in the world….I get irritated when people start prying and speculating too much into others' lives, no matter how dismantled their own existence may be….I get irritated with the indifference of people who are close to me, specially when anticipated responses are not got and all the enthusiasm that may be shown by me passes unseen …I get irritated when ma opens all the windows and doors of my room, drawing back the curtains early in the morning even when she knows that I’m asleep….I get irritated when hopes are not met with and dreams are left unfinished….I get irritated when dad insists to work on the computer asking me to leave while I am still busy doing something on it…. the list continues but I'll stop whining now before you start getting irritated..[:P]... Anyway…I don’t know if yesterday was a full moon night but the moon surely looked impeccably round and inexplicably gorgeous. I had all the lights in the room switched off and opened one of the windows just above my bed. My room was submerged in a silvery silhouette and a soundless deadness prevailed. My moon kissed self in a moonlit night could see flashes of imaginings, as I lay open eyed allowing moments to slip helplessly, waiting for slumber to settle down….. They said fairy tales don’t exist, but I am living in a romantic fiction now….the pages of my novel are not being turned hastily…the scented silken feel stays behind without letting up….unfaithful nightmares hide their faces behind obnoxious smiles left far behind ….as strands of my tangled hair fall on my dreamy eyes tonight...don’t shake me off from my daze anymore in this life…