Does anybody know any trick that will make me sit down and study????.....I am sure I’ll screw every paper this time. I go off to bed at 11 everyday no matter if I’m sleepy or not with a promise and a wake up alarm to stir me up at 5 the next morning. But promises are never fulfilled and the wake up alarm never allowed to ring. I finally wake up with a truck full of guilt at 10.30….. Study for an hour and then am back to some silly social networking site or some stupid internet messenger..... I am totally out of work nowadays. Being single is no more cool. You get more time to crib about lyf. I got my 1st ever marriage proposal when I was still in school. This guy on whom I had a serious crush came up and said that 1 day he will grow up to marry me. We were coming home from some crap tuition on a Sunday morning. I was so happy that I couldn’t eat for a whole day after that. He was that faultless can-bring-home-to-mamma kinda boy. Fair, medium height, rimless spects, smile in place, folded full sleeved stripped shirt, formal pants…..back then he seemed 1 of those perfect guys who would say “love you” even if you threw half cooked pancakes on their faces. Alas!!!!....I’m no princess n life is not a fairy tale. The guy disappeared, losing appetite over a proposal disappeared, Sunday morning tuitions disappeared…..what remains now are just my goddamn exams, getting up late, feeling guilty, cribbing about life n writing silly blogs……