Went to bed at midnight yesterday n sleep dawned at 3. The bathroom tap was leaky and the continual sound of water drops falling in the already overflowing pail below gave me company in those waking hours. Exam’s in a few weeks from now. Books partly opened and partly closed strewn all over my room. It hardly matters. I’m not studying….. Had to delete my orkut profile. Changed my cell phn number…..everything’s slipping just like sand through my fisted fingers……

You’ve got lost somewhere…….or may be you are waiting…… behind the glare of city lights, on the other side of blocked streets, amongst the crowd at railway stations, amidst the empty taxis in busy highways, in the eyes of the children at traffic signals, in every random thought, in every hint of smile, in every skipped heartbeat, in every missing breath of mine…… Life’s changed It sucks….