I searched for you in the dusk at every sunset, where heaven meets the dust, and I know your world is hidden somewhere right there…..I searched for you in my disjointed talks before the mirror, so that your voice could loom beyond my reflection and stay safely out-of-the-way ….I searched for you in my weak words wrapped without smiles and spoken without care, that meander along with my thoughts waiting to be gifted to its end….I searched for you between the lines of every poetry that was hurriedly left unfinished for fear of discovering what lies within its depth….I searched for you in every grain as the sand in the hourglass slipped, turning it upside down every time I thought you would trip…my feelings were born midwived by emotions gone astray, and my search will rise above your shadow someday…..